Today made me realize how frustrated I am with the waiting for the FET. I am a member of a great message board for women that are trying to conceive. One of the forums is just for women doing IVF. I joined that particular forum in July when Dr Dunn said IVF was our best option. Since then several of the women have already been able to go through a full cycle and several of them have already gotten their positive pregnancy tests. They joined after me and they are already pregnant with a due date and ultrasound. It has made me sad to think that right now I should be ready for my pregnancy test or taking a home pregnancy test this weekend. I have going through all their IVF stories and I still don't have an ending of my own. I am so happy for them and wish them all the best, I would never want that positive test taken away from any of them. But when its supposed to be my turn, it needs to be my turn!
I'm sure by tomorrow I will be fine. I just wish I knew when the FET would be and what I need to do to prepare for it. What medicines will I take? How many appointments will I have? When will the actual FET be? I just want some direction right now. I think that would make me feel so much better. I go back to Dr Dunn's on Monday to see if my ovaries are back to their normal size. If so, we can start preparing for the FET. I pray they are back to their small little normal size.
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