I got a positive home pregnancy test. I took two just to be sure. I am relieved that they were positive but still 'cautiously optimistic' until beta #1 & #2 are out of the way. Today should be interesting. I will be with my family most of the day and I will be hiding this huge secret. My mom is even spending the night tonight and I can't say a word. I think I'll do just fine though. I really think that in order for everyone to be ok with congratulating me I will need to be able to say that I know this will work out now. After two HIGH betas and possibly an u/s they will probably feel better, for my sake. I assume everyone is going to be scared of m/c again, just like we are.
I wish we could have told Grandad that we are pregnant again. But I kind of think he already knew. He was an awesome guy like that.
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