Friday, Jan 4 - I called in sick today. I just felt like today was not going to be a good day to be there. I was right! I woke up around 9 and got online to do a little work. Around 11 I laid back down and started to have cramps. They were bad, but I was able to fall back into a light sleep. When I woke up again at 1pm, the cramps were harder. They didn't go away for most of the day. There was a few hours where all I could do was lay on the couch and stay in the fetal position. My, I can't believe how painful it was. It was like one long, never ending cramp, but worse. It seemed to lighten up and then get really intense, but it never let up or stopped hurting. I've taken two pain pills today and all I feel is groggy. I hope tomorrow is a less painful day.
I went to Babies R Us today to buy the bedding for the nursery. To some people that may seem a bit odd, especially on the day of my miscarriage. But to me, I'm still hoping and believing for babies. I can't let one failed cycle keep me from trying and keep me from having faith. I will have my babies one day...and when that day comes I will need the bedding. I just so happen to want it now because the sale ad showed it to be half off :)
Side note: The half off was online only, so I didn't buy it today. The website isn't ringing it up at the correct price so I wasn't able to get it online either :(
Update: I bought it online! I got it half off. It's arrived and it great!
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